Its been like a year since I last updated this. Sorry! I just dont really feel like it. But I'll try to fill you in.

Senior year came and went. I went to Football games (we were the CCS champs) and I went to the Basketball games (we came in second in our division). I cheered with Nellie and Tori. It was fun and stressful.

For christmas break I went to North Carolina. I had a blast. Met this really cool guy named Chris Downey (aka Pher). I almost stole his hat. It was a sweet hat and I really liked it. Day before I had to leave I did have a little break down with Nellie (we were texting each other). All I really said was that I didnt want to go back and that I didnt belong, but I would really miss Nellie and Tori. I did go back home. I cried the first day back at school but having Nellie there made it better.

One day shortly after Christmas break, this guy started talking to me. Well he was talking to Martha and I was too and it was great fun. Another day in that class (it was econ first semester) we were playing this game where we had to write "dig, sweat, push, pull" as fast as we could in like 10 seconds and figured if our little village could survive. Other villages were allowed to help you. Around the 3rd round my people were starving and Martha gave me some of her extra food and the other guy too. He was giving me all of his food just to me and no one else. It was really cool. Made me feel special that this guy was paying attention to me. He gave me his senior picture and on the back he wrote stuff like "your beauty capatvites me...la de da....my knees quiver every time you walk into the room....your secret admirer Danny Rogers" I was like WHOA!!! I started laughing because it made me really happy. I think that was when I started to fall for him.

Second semester Gov't class was so much fun. Ayers was the coolest teacher that I have ever had. It was really funny where everyone sat. On one side it was mainly girls (the popular ones) and on the other side was mainly guys. I sat on the guys side along with the Marthas (Jenny and Vallery). Dan always tried to sit next to me. I tested him by sitting in different places and sitting in his chair. If some one sat in his place and Iwas sitting in my seat, he would move them, take another chair and put it in his spot so he could sit next to me. In that class he started the hand shake rutine "leasures all mine" deal. Every time he would see me he would shake my head and say that. It made me smile.

He asked me to prom and we went. It was fun. We just mainly sat outside and talked. It was really cold so I wore his jacket which was SOO big but it kept me warm. We went to Roger Tona's house which was sweet. He had a hot tub and his mom gave us some bathingsuits so I put one on and went in. Dan followed me in. OHMYGOD!!!!! Hottest body ever!!! It was so much fun. We ended up staying there till like 4 a.m. Roger kicked us out. Dan drove me back home and walked me to my door. I wanted to kiss him....I wanted to kiss him when we were alone in the hot tub....but I was too much of a wuss (as Dan put it). I told him and wanted to too but was a wuss also.

Shortly after, we started dating. Got my first kiss....in the baseball field dugout at Woodside HS. A little akward but all good. I'm not a good kisser.

Then we broke up after a month and 13 days. We are still friends and we call each other up. He now goes to Santa Rosa JC and I am attending Canada College. Our break up wasnt that bad, dispite what others say. He was having trouble with some personal stuff that I knew about and to make him happy, I agreed to it. I truly care about and love him to death and all I want is for him to be happy. If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you then you know its for real.

Now for my college life. College is awsome. Its not so.......I dont know.....like hs. In hs, you always have teachers on your back to do your homework la de da and in college you dont. Teachers dont really know you. Attendence is not a big issue. You can come and go as you please, though there are some teachers that will drop you from their class if you miss a certain number of days, but its all good. College has changed me in a way. I dont take crap from anyone. I'm not going to be a doormat. I talk to people that I really dont know that well and just start out being my self. Its great.

So like a week ago was my 3 year anniv. for moving here. I wasnt really that happy that day. I had to go out and look for apartments because my parents want to move to Colorado. I dont want to have to move for the 5th time. I just want to stay here and make a life for my self and not start over again in a new house, new school, new people, new city, new state......no! Not again. But yea. My plans keep changing but I am a girl. It just that I have to be really active about what I'm going to do in a year when they leave. If I cant figure it out then its Colorado or Bust for me. Oh well.

I think that pretty much covers it...........except for this one guy who is a Sr. in hs, Tyler, likes me sort of. I really dont want to get into it because its hard to explain. So yea...G-babe out!